Diversification now.

Sometimes im confronted with situations to grand for my being. I won't understand their purpose. Im to young or juvinile to comprehend what they are trying to tell me. I am not. I apprehend well beyond my years. The girls who tend to appreciate more are the ones a little more off beat, or mabye it's just the way we carry ourselves. We DON'T do what people want us to and we don't follow crowds, I guess it's just not our thing.

Forever plus a day was the time I began the pursuit to unearth who I am, as a person and as an adolecent. I quickly found out I was at odds with the people around me. When wearing skirts and frilly tops was the drift I began to attire baggy pants and loose fitting tee shirts. I was the happiest I had been in a long time.

Middle school, It changes everything. From who you are at your root and core to the leaf at the tallest branch. I soon transtitioned into somone who I was not. I was at the lowest point in my life.

To this day I regret giving into the pressure. Now though, I have modified who i am for the better. No more mainstreem. I am whoever I want to become, and as of this far Im content in not knowing who that is.

Cheater, cheater

I'm not one to cheat my life, live a lie. I do know though that people make mistakes, they don't understand where they come from and that in all is one of the most important things. Before you know where you are headed you have to know where you come from. Understanding your past before you move on to your future, it's that simple and that complicated at the same time. I know who I am, I only don't understand who I'm going to become. Sometimes i ask myself for someone elses help, but I can't cheat. So I don't I might be a bit profound for a fourteen-year-old and I might be superficial. I dont really know yet.