Ehhh

I've been doing those annoying surveys a lot lately.
They help me keep my mind off things.
Yeahp. That's about it. I'll probably throw another one in here soon.

I love you.

I can speak enough Spanish to converse with my grandmother. That is something I have wanted for the longest time.
When I went to Mexico two summers ago, and trips previous, I remember praying that I would learn Spanish faster. I remember thinking 'If only I knew as much Spanish as my mother.' It's all I wanted.
I'm in Spanish 3 at school and even though it's been a lot of work I can now converse with my grandmother.
She flew in today and we talked over dinner.
I wish I could talk to her for hours.
My grandma has the best stories and a beautiful, heavy, Spanish accent.
She is from a small town outside the city.
My grandma is the strongest woman I know.
I love her more than anything in the world.

I can never think of anything but you.

I want the sand.
I want the sun.
I want the heat.
I want the salt.
I want the water.
I want you.

I gave up.

Six years ago I gave up on God.
I don't believe everything happens for a reason.
Give me a reason why my uncle is dead.
Tell me why my grandpa past away and left my grandma alone.
There is no reason as to why my grandma is unable to talk or eat on her own.
Why does my grandpa have to be alone?
Tell me why Riley is only four and he has to have his second surgery on Tuesday.
If money doesn't bring people happiness then why is debt so painful?

God isn't the light.
Light is lack of darkness.
Cold isn't anything but the lack of heat.