I truly believe this.

Never regret anything because at one point it was exactly what you wanted.

Nothing is the same.

I don't have much to say anymore.
I used to write a lot of poetry, or at least post those little poems I wrote on here, but I haven't written in a very long while.
What to do, what to do.
It summer and I feel like I haven't accomplished anything, I wish I had.
I didn't do well on my AP exam.
My sister is studying in Cambridge.
I can't keep anything but a cactus alive.
My beloved dog Riley no longer barks at everything I do.
I wake up and he's no longer there laying next to me.
My best friend, Ingrid moved back to Norway.
I can't write and my photographs are lacking.
Nothing is the same anymore.

These are my friends.

They are all absolutely beautiful.

Playing Solitaire

*This was a draft from august of 2010*



It's strange how things come and go at times. People and things. My good friend lost his dad a few months ago. Just this weekend his mother passed away as well. Both of his parents were fighting cancer. He was fighting for his parents. A few weeks ago I lost my Uncle to cancer. I never thought it would happen to him. He is one of the strongest, most thoughtful people I know. He gave so much to so many people through the rotary club and to his family. He was the only brother my mother had. My grandpa passed away a few years ago. That was hard on my mom. Her world won't ever be the same without either of them, but somehow she finds the strength in every day to keep moving forward; that is what they would want her to do. Life can get tricky, you're dealt cards and it's up to you to make it work. When everything works out, they dance across the screen, but in the same minute, are gone.

Obsessed.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7FZvYLI_MI8&feature=youtube_gdata_player

The last

That last post wasn't really short, but whatever.
My eyelids are beginning to feel heavy. I hope Dara or Will wakes up before me tomorrow.
I'm going to miss them this coming week. Will's going to St. Lucia, Dara's going to Cross Country camp.
I hope they both have safe travels.
All right I'm dying.
Sleep now. More later.

Last December

I only posted surveys.
That's incredibly sad.

I love them though. This is y blog to vent. I think I'm addicted to them.
I'll do one. Just one.
And I'll make it short.

this morning i was: Tired, but content when I woke up.
im afraid of: Not knowing what I want to do when I grow up.
i dream about: Everything. They're incredibly twisted and weird.

have you ever...
pictured your crush naked? Uh, sure?
been in love? I am.
cried when someone died? Of course.
lied? Yes.
flowers or candy? FLOWERS

with the opposite sex...
scruff or clean shaven? Mmmm, I like both, on Will, a little scruff looks nice.
tall or short? Tall.
what do you notice first? Eyes. Face. Hahah.
last person you slow danced with? Will at prom.
worst question to ask? uhh, do I look fat in this? I don't know?

who...
makes you laugh the most? William Eaton.
makes you smile? Will.
gives you a funny feeling when you see them? Will.
is easier talk to: boys or girls? Girls I guess.

do you ever...
sit on the internet waiting for someone special to IM you? Ahahah, no.
save AIM conversations? I have in the past.
wish you were a member of the opposite sex? Uh, no thanks.
cry because of something someone has said? Yesyesyes.
pray? I have.

have you ever...
fallen for your best friend? I am currently in love with my best friend.
rejected someone? Well, yes.
cheated on someone? I would never.
been cheated on? Yeahp.
done something you regretted? I don't like to regret things.
wanted to die? I've felt like it.

who was the last person...
you talked to on the phone? Dara!
hugged? Will.
you instant messaged? I don't remember the last time I used AIM. But I FB chatted with D. Freds the other day.
you laughed with? Daraaaaa

do you...
color your hair? Nonono.
ever get off the computer? hahah, no.
habla espanol? Yes!
sprechen sie deutsches? Nooo.
fight with your parents? No! We have a wonderful relationship.
have friends you've lost touch with? Unfortunately.
feel happy? All the time.
wish you could fly away.. far, far away? Yeah, sure, sometimes.
believe in God? Ahh, we've discussed this.

could you live without the computer? I could but I don't really want to.
what's your favorite candy? Skittles? Twix? Whatever I'm in the mood for really.
whats your favorite fruit? Mangooooo.
sunrise or sunset? Sunset.
what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain? Both, in different ways.
trust others way too easily? Yeah, I do.
are your fingers cold? Nooooo.
coke or pepsi? Neither, thanks.

I want: a new car?
I wish: I was with Will right now.
I love: William Seth Eaton.
I miss: my beloved dog, Riley.
I fear: all the time.
I hear: the fish tank behind me.
I smell: Clean, fresh air.

I am

Completely psychotic.
I haven't written since prom and even then I only posted pictures.
I am completely happy and content with my life right now, it might have something to do with a wonderful boyfriend and that it's summer.
My job at American Eagle isn't in the best place, but it will be better soon.
I ordered a new phone online and it comes in 3 days! I love waiting for stuff in the mail.
Ahhh, I started a tumblr. Follow me!
Drea Writes, the usual.

Prom lovin'

One of my favorites from the night.

Let's be chill.

Finish this sentence:
The last person I kissed...
was surprised to see me show up at his house today.

Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
John Straub on new Years. Heheh.

Does it bother you when people try to make you jealous?
It's dumb.

The last person you kissed, how many times have you cried in front of them?
Twice.

Do you like when people play with your hair?
Mmmmm, Mhmmm.

Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
I wish.

What were you doing last night at midnight?
Tossing and turning under the covers.

Are you the type of person to make people laugh?
I try to. Laughter is the best medicine.

If you had to choose one: strawberries or grapes
Strawberries.

Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
Maybe a second ear piercing.

Who is your last received call from?
Home.

Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
Oh jeesh, where do I start..

Who was the last person you stayed up on the phone 'til 2 AM?
I was texting Alex 'till 2 AM if that counts?

Do you have any weird inside jokes?
Oh, Sure.

Do you have alcohol in your house?
Sure do.

Have you ever wanted something you couldn't have?
Of course. And it hurts like hell.

Are you a morning or night person?
Niiiight.

Have you cried today at all?
OH YES.

What is your favorite color?
GOLD.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
I hope so.

Have you held hands with anyone this week?
In the past week yes, you know, it's Monday and all.

Are you talking to someone while doing this?
Ah, si si.

How many cousins do you have?
Over 20.

B&W photos or colored?
Hm, depends.

Are you happy with your life?
At this very second? It's okay. heheh.

What do you hear?
The Television downstairs, and me, typing.

Has a guy/girl ever called you babe/baby?
Yeppers.

Does anybody currently call you babe/baby?
When he feels like it.

Are you excited about anything?
Meh. Not really.

Last time you were called cute?
Someone told me I was beautiful yesterday, that's kind of the same thing.

Do you miss the way things used to be?
Kinda. But kinda not.

Are you texting the last person you kissed?
Mhmm.

Has someone ever called you at midnight on your birthday?
Yes, goddamn it. hahaha. I mean, I know they were thinking of me, but honey, I need all the sleep I can get.

Last time you smiled because you got a text?
Eh, kinda today.

Do you think you'll ever get married?
One daaaay.

Is it possible to be single and happy?
Sho es.

Do you prefer relationships or friends with benefits?
Relationship. Definitely.

If your boyfriend or girlfriend smoked pot, would you care?
Heh. Kinda.

Does anyone know every little detail about you?
Nopee.

What exactly are you wearing now?
Nikes, Yoga pants and the sweater/scarf combo I wore today.

Who is the last person you held hands with?
Alex.

Do you like babe or baby more?
Baaaayybayy, 'You been drivin' me crazaayyy'. Hheheh.

Have you ever liked someone older then you?
Yeah, I have.

Did you kiss or hug anyone in the last 48 hours?
I think so.

Do you think the last person you kissed is nice?
He can be, when he wants.

New phone or new computer?
Phone please.

Do you like your name?
It's not terrible.

Do you have a best friend?
A few.

What grade is the last person you texted in?
Jooooooonyer.

Who are you gonna be with Saturday night or day?
Too far ahead.

Have you ever been so embarrassed that you cried?
Yeppers. Like, today. Hahahah.

What's your favorite tv show?
Uhmmmm. I don't know. I like animal planet, Bravo, and some TLC.

Do you have siblings over the age of 21?
ALMOST! 2 more months and I will.

Do you have a good relationship with your mother?
Sho do.

Your best friend has sex with your ex, what happens?
Hahahah. That wouldn't happen, and if it did I would laugh.

Does anyone know your password besides you?
I think one person does.

Last person who took your pants off?
Myself.

Who do you want to cuddle with right now?
Alex.

Is the last person you kissed going to be the next person you kiss?
Hah. I'd hope so.

How would you look with black hair?
Yucky. Hah. I don't know. Let's try it! Naht.

You're locked in a room with the last person you kissed, how is it?
Pretty chiiiill.