I want the sand.
I want the sun.
I want the heat.
I want the salt.
I want the water.
I want you.
Friday, December 17, 2010
I can never think of anything but you.
I want the sand.
I want the sun.
I want the heat.
I want the salt.
I want the water.
I want you.
I gave up.
Six years ago I gave up on God.
I don't believe everything happens for a reason.
Give me a reason why my uncle is dead.
Tell me why my grandpa past away and left my grandma alone.
There is no reason as to why my grandma is unable to talk or eat on her own.
Why does my grandpa have to be alone?
Tell me why Riley is only four and he has to have his second surgery on Tuesday.
If money doesn't bring people happiness then why is debt so painful?
God isn't the light.
Light is lack of darkness.
Cold isn't anything but the lack of heat.
I don't believe everything happens for a reason.
Give me a reason why my uncle is dead.
Tell me why my grandpa past away and left my grandma alone.
There is no reason as to why my grandma is unable to talk or eat on her own.
Why does my grandpa have to be alone?
Tell me why Riley is only four and he has to have his second surgery on Tuesday.
If money doesn't bring people happiness then why is debt so painful?
God isn't the light.
Light is lack of darkness.
Cold isn't anything but the lack of heat.
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Actually, happy.
Are you happier now than you were five months ago?
Yes yes yes.
Have you ever slept in the same bed with anyone?
Yeahh.
Can you sleep in total darkness?
Everynight!
What do you think about the weather?
It's cold and going to be rainy tomorrow! (:
How many people do you trust with everything?
A select few.
What was the last thing you drank?
Tea.
Is there anyone you want to come see you?
Yesyesyes.
Name one thing you love about winter?
Scarves, sweaters and Christmas.
Have you ever dated a Goth?
Haha, nooo.
Are you currently looking forward to tomorrow?
Not really. I have a US History test. ):
Name something you dislike about the day you’re having?
Bombed my note card quiz.
Can you commit to one person and one person only?
Yes I can, and I currently am.
How do you feel about your siblings?
I love her.
What’s the first thing you did when you opened your eyes today?
Laid there for a few seconds and checked my phone. Sad, I know. hahah.
Do you believe you can be friends with your ex?
Sure can.
Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
I don't think so.
Have you ever kissed the last person you sent a text message to?
Yes! I have!
Is there anybody that you wish you could fix things with?
Yeah, pretty much.
Could you go out in public, looking like you do now?
I would duck and cover, but it's physically possible.
You never know what you got until you lose it, true or false?
Very very true.
Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
Yes I do!
Ever get hurt by someone who promised they wouldn’t?
Haha. Too many times.
Are you good at hiding your feelings?
No no no.
Are you listening to music right now?
Actually, no.
Who was the last person you talked to on facebook chat?
Alexxxx and Morgannnn.
When was the last time you were in a very good mood?
Right now. ahah.
Would you hook up with your sister's best friend?
Uhm. No.
Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t do?
Yepppp.
Have you laughed today?
Yes! A lot.
What made you laugh really hard today?
Spanish class.
Are you one of those people who just doesn’t care?
Not at all.
Would you rather not eat or not sleep?
Holy god, that's a hard one.
What do you normally drink in the morning?
Frapp, but I haven't recently.
How is your relationship with your mother?
Really good.
Can you walk into a room full of strangers and maintain your confidence?
I think so. Well, sort of, it depends.
Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
Hahahah, noooo.
Do you believe that all guys are the same?
Nope.
You are single, why?
No! I am notttt.
Did you drink any alcohol this week? Did you get drunk?
No and nopee.
Do you like to cuddle?
Yessss I do. I looove cuddling.
Would you ever try being a vegetarian?
Eh, I probably wouldn't eat very different than I do now.
Do you believe that there’s always room in your heart for your first love?
Hmmm. Maybe.
Have you ever had stitches?
Noope.
Do you like your bed?
Yes! Well, It would be nice if it was bigger.
How come you’re not going out with the person you like/love?
I am!
Are you busy tomorrow?
With school.
Are you wearing pants?
Yoga pantalones.
Do you think someone is thinking about you?
I hope so.
Are you short?
No no.
Did you drink anything with caffeine today?
Sprite.
If YOU ( not your parents ) won a million dollars, what would be your first thought?
This isn't happening.
Favorite drink?
Watahhh.
Is your phone right beside you?
Yes it is..
Do you know anyone that is gay?
Mmmhm.
Who was the last person to smoke a cigarette in your presence?
Don't remember.
Is it cute when guys/girl kiss you on your forehead?
Yesss.
Is there something that you could never give up?
Probsss.
Would you prefer a small, intimate wedding proposal, or a big-scale, over-the-top proposal?
Small, but suuuuuper sweet.
What’s bothering you right now?
My test tomorrow :/
Have you had to carry someone?
Yeah, probably.
Do you hate anyone?
Don't hateee.
What were you doing at 12 am last night?
In my bed.
Do you drink more apple or orange juice?
Apple cider.
Was this summer a good one?
Very. I was a jet setter this summer.
Do you have any plans for the weekend?
Work-a work-a work. And shopping date wiff Awexx.
When were you last outside?
This afternoon.
Can a boy and girl be friends without having feelings for each other?
Yes, I believe so.
Does the person you like, like you back?
Hahaha, I'd hope so!
What’s your favorite part of school?
The part where I get to go homee.
Do you think long distance relationships work?
No, they really don't.
Do you believe in kissing when you’re not together yet?
Yeah, I think so. It can tell you a lot about a person.
What’s a word that starts with the third letter of your first name?
Dancedancedance!
Who is the first person you texted this morning?
Alexxx.
Can you honestly say that you’re okay right now?
Absolutely.
When was the last time you gave your number to someone?
A week ago? Something like that.
Has anyone upset you in the last week?
Yeppers.
Do you miss anyone?
Very very much.
Everyday.
Have you ever wanted to tell someone something, but didn’t?
Yepp, everyday.
What’s something you really want right now?
To do well in Honors USH.
How did you get your last bruise?
I don't know! It was on my arm and very mysterious.
Last awkward situation?
Today, in the hall.
Are you a mean person?
I don't think so, but I am capable.
Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
No no no. I love her!
What’s your wallpaper on your phone?
Morgan and I.
What do you hear right now?
The TV downstairs.
Have you ever broken someone’s heart
I hope not.
Yes yes yes.
Have you ever slept in the same bed with anyone?
Yeahh.
Can you sleep in total darkness?
Everynight!
What do you think about the weather?
It's cold and going to be rainy tomorrow! (:
How many people do you trust with everything?
A select few.
What was the last thing you drank?
Tea.
Is there anyone you want to come see you?
Yesyesyes.
Name one thing you love about winter?
Scarves, sweaters and Christmas.
Have you ever dated a Goth?
Haha, nooo.
Are you currently looking forward to tomorrow?
Not really. I have a US History test. ):
Name something you dislike about the day you’re having?
Bombed my note card quiz.
Can you commit to one person and one person only?
Yes I can, and I currently am.
How do you feel about your siblings?
I love her.
What’s the first thing you did when you opened your eyes today?
Laid there for a few seconds and checked my phone. Sad, I know. hahah.
Do you believe you can be friends with your ex?
Sure can.
Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
I don't think so.
Have you ever kissed the last person you sent a text message to?
Yes! I have!
Is there anybody that you wish you could fix things with?
Yeah, pretty much.
Could you go out in public, looking like you do now?
I would duck and cover, but it's physically possible.
You never know what you got until you lose it, true or false?
Very very true.
Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
Yes I do!
Ever get hurt by someone who promised they wouldn’t?
Haha. Too many times.
Are you good at hiding your feelings?
No no no.
Are you listening to music right now?
Actually, no.
Who was the last person you talked to on facebook chat?
Alexxxx and Morgannnn.
When was the last time you were in a very good mood?
Right now. ahah.
Would you hook up with your sister's best friend?
Uhm. No.
Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t do?
Yepppp.
Have you laughed today?
Yes! A lot.
What made you laugh really hard today?
Spanish class.
Are you one of those people who just doesn’t care?
Not at all.
Would you rather not eat or not sleep?
Holy god, that's a hard one.
What do you normally drink in the morning?
Frapp, but I haven't recently.
How is your relationship with your mother?
Really good.
Can you walk into a room full of strangers and maintain your confidence?
I think so. Well, sort of, it depends.
Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
Hahahah, noooo.
Do you believe that all guys are the same?
Nope.
You are single, why?
No! I am notttt.
Did you drink any alcohol this week? Did you get drunk?
No and nopee.
Do you like to cuddle?
Yessss I do. I looove cuddling.
Would you ever try being a vegetarian?
Eh, I probably wouldn't eat very different than I do now.
Do you believe that there’s always room in your heart for your first love?
Hmmm. Maybe.
Have you ever had stitches?
Noope.
Do you like your bed?
Yes! Well, It would be nice if it was bigger.
How come you’re not going out with the person you like/love?
I am!
Are you busy tomorrow?
With school.
Are you wearing pants?
Yoga pantalones.
Do you think someone is thinking about you?
I hope so.
Are you short?
No no.
Did you drink anything with caffeine today?
Sprite.
If YOU ( not your parents ) won a million dollars, what would be your first thought?
This isn't happening.
Favorite drink?
Watahhh.
Is your phone right beside you?
Yes it is..
Do you know anyone that is gay?
Mmmhm.
Who was the last person to smoke a cigarette in your presence?
Don't remember.
Is it cute when guys/girl kiss you on your forehead?
Yesss.
Is there something that you could never give up?
Probsss.
Would you prefer a small, intimate wedding proposal, or a big-scale, over-the-top proposal?
Small, but suuuuuper sweet.
What’s bothering you right now?
My test tomorrow :/
Have you had to carry someone?
Yeah, probably.
Do you hate anyone?
Don't hateee.
What were you doing at 12 am last night?
In my bed.
Do you drink more apple or orange juice?
Apple cider.
Was this summer a good one?
Very. I was a jet setter this summer.
Do you have any plans for the weekend?
Work-a work-a work. And shopping date wiff Awexx.
When were you last outside?
This afternoon.
Can a boy and girl be friends without having feelings for each other?
Yes, I believe so.
Does the person you like, like you back?
Hahaha, I'd hope so!
What’s your favorite part of school?
The part where I get to go homee.
Do you think long distance relationships work?
No, they really don't.
Do you believe in kissing when you’re not together yet?
Yeah, I think so. It can tell you a lot about a person.
What’s a word that starts with the third letter of your first name?
Dancedancedance!
Who is the first person you texted this morning?
Alexxx.
Can you honestly say that you’re okay right now?
Absolutely.
When was the last time you gave your number to someone?
A week ago? Something like that.
Has anyone upset you in the last week?
Yeppers.
Do you miss anyone?
Very very much.
Everyday.
Have you ever wanted to tell someone something, but didn’t?
Yepp, everyday.
What’s something you really want right now?
To do well in Honors USH.
How did you get your last bruise?
I don't know! It was on my arm and very mysterious.
Last awkward situation?
Today, in the hall.
Are you a mean person?
I don't think so, but I am capable.
Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
No no no. I love her!
What’s your wallpaper on your phone?
Morgan and I.
What do you hear right now?
The TV downstairs.
Have you ever broken someone’s heart
I hope not.
Saturday, October 23, 2010
That last question
How old were you when you had your first relationship? Probably sixth grade.
Are you taken/single? Haha, I guess you could say I'm taken.
How old were you when you had your first kiss? Fifteen?
What color is your underwear? Black.
Do you like anyone right now? Yes I do!
Ever had your heartbroken? I don't think so.
Miss anyone right now? Yes, I will always miss someone.
Who was the last person you sent a text to? Alex M.
Last person to text you? Alex M.
Last person you saw? My dad.
What was the last thing you said to someone? In person: Goodnight. Text: Yes, we could do a lot of things.
Who do you trust the most in your life? My family.
Who do you love most? I'm working on loving myself. I think you have to learn to love yourself before you can start to love any one else.
Ever been in love? I don't think so. I think I'll know when I am.
Who has hurt you the most? Friends.
Has a tragedy ever happened in your life? You could call it that.
Are you happy? I am, actually. I'm finally at peace.
How many good friends do you have? Five or six.
Are there some songs you cant listen to because they remind you of someone? I can listen to them, but they still remind me of that person.
Have you ever cheated on a partner? No. Never will I ever.
Ever been cheated on? Not to my knowledge. haha.
Ever been told someone loved you? I think so.
Ever told someone you loved them and meant it? Family wise, yes.
Not meant it? No.
Ever had your heart broken? I don't think so. It didn't hurt enough to call it heartbreak.
Are you happy with where you are relationship-wise now? Yes, I think so.
What is your idea of true love? When you can't stop thinking about that person and you get butterflies every time you see them.
When they slip, do you think you can let go the small stuff? Yes. I can. I do.
Do you believe in love at first sight? No, I really don't. I mean, I've never experienced it.
Why or why not? I think you can have an attraction to someone at first sight but not what one would call love.
Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love? Yes, but I believe love is a deeper friendship, so they are two very similar things.
Are you taken/single? Haha, I guess you could say I'm taken.
How old were you when you had your first kiss? Fifteen?
What color is your underwear? Black.
Do you like anyone right now? Yes I do!
Ever had your heartbroken? I don't think so.
Miss anyone right now? Yes, I will always miss someone.
Who was the last person you sent a text to? Alex M.
Last person to text you? Alex M.
Last person you saw? My dad.
What was the last thing you said to someone? In person: Goodnight. Text: Yes, we could do a lot of things.
Who do you trust the most in your life? My family.
Who do you love most? I'm working on loving myself. I think you have to learn to love yourself before you can start to love any one else.
Ever been in love? I don't think so. I think I'll know when I am.
Who has hurt you the most? Friends.
Has a tragedy ever happened in your life? You could call it that.
Are you happy? I am, actually. I'm finally at peace.
How many good friends do you have? Five or six.
Are there some songs you cant listen to because they remind you of someone? I can listen to them, but they still remind me of that person.
Have you ever cheated on a partner? No. Never will I ever.
Ever been cheated on? Not to my knowledge. haha.
Ever been told someone loved you? I think so.
Ever told someone you loved them and meant it? Family wise, yes.
Not meant it? No.
Ever had your heart broken? I don't think so. It didn't hurt enough to call it heartbreak.
Are you happy with where you are relationship-wise now? Yes, I think so.
What is your idea of true love? When you can't stop thinking about that person and you get butterflies every time you see them.
When they slip, do you think you can let go the small stuff? Yes. I can. I do.
Do you believe in love at first sight? No, I really don't. I mean, I've never experienced it.
Why or why not? I think you can have an attraction to someone at first sight but not what one would call love.
Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love? Yes, but I believe love is a deeper friendship, so they are two very similar things.
Saturday, September 4, 2010
Yes, please.
Please buy me these, I will love you forever. Hahah.
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Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Friday, July 16, 2010
Untitled.
Have you ever felt like your entire world, everyone and everything you've ever known, might just be complete rubbish? Crumbling from the foundation and tearing at the seams. I don't think I've ever felt so helpless in my life. I guess we can just leave it at that.
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
I'm trying something new
So I decided to try something new, new blog, new hair, new people, all adding up to a great summer.
First of all, I didn't tell you..I cut my hair. Almost all of it. 14 inches to be exact. I donated it to locks of love. I like my short hair and sometimes I miss my long hair, but it'll always grow back. Nothing is permanent.
I am leaving this Friday for Michigan, my dad and I are going up to visit my grandparents and aunts and uncles. I'm really happy I'm getting the chance to go. I haven't seen them in a while. I'm going to spend the fourth of July up there and we're coming back the 6th. I'm also leaving on the 8th to go to St. Louis to see my best friend. I'm so stoked. I'll be back on the 14th only to leave for Cozumel on the 23rd. Also planning a second trip to Orlando in early August being that I went with Farrah a few weeks ago for her birthday and fathers day. Needless to say there is a lot going on in my life right now. Between traveling and trying to get a job I have my hands full, but it's okay, it'll all work out in the end.
First of all, I didn't tell you..I cut my hair. Almost all of it. 14 inches to be exact. I donated it to locks of love. I like my short hair and sometimes I miss my long hair, but it'll always grow back. Nothing is permanent.
I am leaving this Friday for Michigan, my dad and I are going up to visit my grandparents and aunts and uncles. I'm really happy I'm getting the chance to go. I haven't seen them in a while. I'm going to spend the fourth of July up there and we're coming back the 6th. I'm also leaving on the 8th to go to St. Louis to see my best friend. I'm so stoked. I'll be back on the 14th only to leave for Cozumel on the 23rd. Also planning a second trip to Orlando in early August being that I went with Farrah a few weeks ago for her birthday and fathers day. Needless to say there is a lot going on in my life right now. Between traveling and trying to get a job I have my hands full, but it's okay, it'll all work out in the end.
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
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