School.Homework.Sleep.

I'm getting back into things. Ugh. I can't say I love it, but I guess it's good to have a schedule again. I just wish I could get up a little later than 5:15. That's crazy early. Whatever, I'll get over it.
I would post some pictures now, but I think I'll do that in another post.

Okay, I guess I'm done.

I love this. You might like it too.

Love is what I got.

So, Lately I have been listening to Sublime a lot. I don't know why, but I am.

Also, I just went to Carowinds and the US National Whitewater Center with Bekah and her family. It was amazing! I had a really good time. While whitewater rafting our raft flipped over, it was actually really fun, like a rush! Also we did the Xtreme Skyflyer at Carowinds, its a drop of 175 feet, A mix between Skydiving and Bungee jumping. It was killer. I'll post the video of it soon, it was at night so you can't see everything in the video perfectly, but it's still nice. When we were at the top the view was beautiful, lights everywhere.

This speaks for itself.

Oh, how I hate

to take up the page with photos. I mean, I love them, but maybe it's too much? I don't know, maybe I'm just being picky. I might just post more anyway. Whatever.

I have been saving things

I found this picture on Lookbook, now that I look at it I really hope I hyped it. Even though it's a fashion based website I think this could pass for plain old photography, hands down.



You can find happiness in the littlest things, you just have to look for it. Also, retail therapy works wonders.



I found this shirt at urban outfitters and I really want it, even though summer is coming to an end, who says I cant wear it next year, layer even? Yeahh.



Lauren Bush (Third from the left) has amazing taste, I want the dress she in wearing. It's a J.Mendel so of course I can't afford it, but someday I will. I also like the first dress, but that's just me. I showed my mom and she wasn't sold but that's okay.


I wish I had the guts to do something like this. Maybe I'll get one of my old keyboards from downstairs and try it, God knows we have a million of them. Also, maybe instead of painting it I could cut out letters from magazines? like one of those little ransom kind of notes. You know what I'm talking about.



I want this right now. It's from anthropologie.




There is something about this photo that I love, maybe it's the simplicity, i don't know, but I do love it.





These pictures make me want to love someone.



I really like this print. I kind of want to print it and do something with it, but what? I thought about putting it in one of the three frames above my bed. I've been changing the pictures in there periodically. Who knows.

Yes, yes, yes

I have sold a lot since I last logged on.
All my clothes, books, etc. I only have my Clarinet and Stereo.
Also, I have this old wooden ladder that used to go to my bunk beds that I no longer have, and although I love it and would hate to see it go, I have no room for it. I am thinking about working it into my room somehow but if it isn't possible I might just have to sell it.
I've been mowing the lawn, despite the hundred degree weather, and I must say, it's back breaking work, but I get paid. Yes.
I'm eating dinner with my mother tonight, in front of the Television, that's a first. She's always insisting we eat as a family around the table. It's nice to let loose once-in-a-while though. I'm definitely going to get on later tonight. I have more to talk about and show you, it's one of those days where I just want to type.

Sell sell sell.

SO I haven't written in a while, amazing, huh?
I mean, I was on a roll for a while and then it just stopped.


Anyway, camp and Europe have ended and I am spending my days at home.
I've decided to sell a lot of my stuff to earn some more ca$h for my car fund. It's really coming along, at least I like to think so. I think I'm going to have a yard sale and whatever I can't sell from that is going to go on craigslist. I mean, I have a lot of junk. It'll be a way to get rid of a lot of things that have been collecting dust. I'll live. I think my old clarinet will make a good couple hundred bucks. The thing looks brand new, and it's never been dropped. Also it comes with like a thousand reeds. Great deal, I know. I was thinking about selling the guitar too, but I can't do it. I've been thinking of taking lessons anyway. I'll be sure to post if I have a yard sale soon.

I'm going to write more tonight, I can just feel it.

Kissed for the very first time.

Her heart was beating, his mind racing.
The soft beats of Claude Debussy ran circles in the background.
His breath was fresh, Wint-o-mint lifesavers with a touch of the diet coke he had for lunch the very same day.
Her shirt was new, never worn, no story to tell, until now.
He wore Calvin Klein, with the soft deluded undertone of laundry detergent.
Her scent was a little heavy on Japanese flower blossom from bath & body works.
Both Simultaneously closed their eyes and anticipated what would come of this.
Defying gravity her heart soared to new heights.
The split second, where they were close enough to feel the dry cracks on each others lips
but too far to completely indulge in each others warmth, passed and they were one.

Woah, man

A world without women would be none at all
we make life, destroy it
feelings of insecurity surround
we can be dishonest, destructive
and in that we can be determined to do so
not the property of anyone else
we allow ourselves to be submerged
in a world unlike our own
differed from reality
security can comes from it
expressionists, raw, true, fresh
we become attached to the world around us
life, a future for generations to come.